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sometimes, while living in this world, you feel like wanting time to stay still and not go forward. you want to remain in that moment forever and ever and ever. but im sure everyone had once, when they were very young, had thought "i wish i was grown up", "i wish i'd grow up faster", "i wish time would speed up"

why?? why?? WHY??

someone once told me, "the only people who dont want to be kids, are kids."

i think that makes a whole lot of sense. i mean once you grow up, you realise that adulthood is not all you imagined it to be. you start worrying. stress comes along and waltzs into your daily life as if it belongs there.

at 3 your world is everything. everything belongs to you. people wait on you hand and foot, you dont enough have to worry about dressing yourself.

at 7 you start going to school. by then you have to dress yourself or it would seem indecent, you even have to tie up your own shoelaces! oh god what hard work! but its okay. you say to yourself, im a tough kid. i can take on the world.

at 15 you start to have tougher choices. what to study, how to study, where to study, where should i go, what should i be when i grow up, what do i need to prepare myself for the adult world? here you still think of growing up, to be an adult. because, hey you are a tough kid! you can take it! yeah!!

at 20 you wince. your life of education is nearly over. early signs of stress starts pouring in. on god i dont have enough money to further my education... i didnt get the university i wanted... i didnt get the course i wanted.... u feel you need so many things to continue your life happily.

then from then on, you think...

if i was a kid i neednt worry about this. i wish i was a kid again