Monday, March 31, 2008

Lessons in Logic

If your father is a poor man,
it is your fate but,
if your father-in-law is a poor man,
it's your stupidity.
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Practice makes perfect.....
But nobody's perfect..... .
so why practice?

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If it's true that we are here to help others,
then what exactly are the others here for?

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Since light travels faster than sound,
people appear bright until you hear them speak.

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How come 'abbreviated' is such a long word?

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Money is not everything.
There's Mastercard & Visa.

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One should love animals.
They are so tasty.

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Behind every successful man, there is a woman
And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two.

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Every man should marry.
After all, happiness is not the only thing in
life.

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The wise never marry.
and when they marry they become otherwise.

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Success is a relative term.
It brings so many relatives.

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Never put off the work till tomorrow
what you can put off today.

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'Your future depends on your dreams'
So go to sleep

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There should be a better way to start a day
Than waking up every morning

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'Hard work never killed anybody'
But why take the risk

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'Work fascinates me'
I can look at it for hours

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God made relatives;
Thank God we can choose our friends.

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The more you learn, the more you know,
The more you know, the more you forget
The more you forget, the less you know
So.. why learn.


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A bus station is where a bus stops.

A train station is where a train stops.

On my desk, I have a work station....
what more can I say........

Saturday, March 22, 2008

i checked my application for IPTA tody at the government's website but as usual they were slow at announcing the results for the lucky accepted people. my friends had told me it would be out end of march but i highly doubt it. i expect it to be out only early june.

hey, be realistic. we are talking about the governments here.

since when they are fast??!

maybe when they are going to suck our taxpayer's money.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

What is my best quality?

Take this test!
People who are highly intelligent are more likely to be unique than many. Higher intelligence also offers greater possibilities in terms of how someone is likely to interpret the world. In addition, intelligent people are typically more able to articulate themselves well and to have high integrity.

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sometimes, while living in this world, you feel like wanting time to stay still and not go forward. you want to remain in that moment forever and ever and ever. but im sure everyone had once, when they were very young, had thought "i wish i was grown up", "i wish i'd grow up faster", "i wish time would speed up"

why?? why?? WHY??

someone once told me, "the only people who dont want to be kids, are kids."

i think that makes a whole lot of sense. i mean once you grow up, you realise that adulthood is not all you imagined it to be. you start worrying. stress comes along and waltzs into your daily life as if it belongs there.

at 3 your world is everything. everything belongs to you. people wait on you hand and foot, you dont enough have to worry about dressing yourself.

at 7 you start going to school. by then you have to dress yourself or it would seem indecent, you even have to tie up your own shoelaces! oh god what hard work! but its okay. you say to yourself, im a tough kid. i can take on the world.

at 15 you start to have tougher choices. what to study, how to study, where to study, where should i go, what should i be when i grow up, what do i need to prepare myself for the adult world? here you still think of growing up, to be an adult. because, hey you are a tough kid! you can take it! yeah!!

at 20 you wince. your life of education is nearly over. early signs of stress starts pouring in. on god i dont have enough money to further my education... i didnt get the university i wanted... i didnt get the course i wanted.... u feel you need so many things to continue your life happily.

then from then on, you think...

if i was a kid i neednt worry about this. i wish i was a kid again

Edu fair

i went to this education fair today to decide what to do with my life. unfortunately out of more than 400 universities and colleges there only a miserable THREE were able to somewhat help me.

i first went to taylors college but the ppl were too preoccupied to help me with my queries so i decided to come back later

so i went to this booth where they help students who wants to study overseas and was attended to by a nice lady. when i told her i had taken STPM and wanted to do another pre-u course she said "hey if you are planning to do that why not take the intensive a levels where they get a professional to coach you personally so that you are guranteed your best results? SAM would do much help if u want to keep your country of choice options open."

she says that this would be the best choice for me as the course was short (9 months compared to the usual 18 months) and neednt waste my time. the college she recommended was one top the top 5 in new zealand and had a 90% guarantee that i would get a course in university.

so far what she said sounded so good that i knew there had to be a catch. it costs 60k to study over there. stationary, accomodation etc included. its not that bad, considering its cost 30k++ to study it locally. just without the intensive tutoring thats all.

i wanted it. my parents didnt. so i left to look at college B. they were helpful, when i told them i was an STPM leaver, they to me about the express a level program they had and that although it had started in january, i could join them since i had the foundation and could catch up easily since i was qualified in every way.

i could take the express course, take the final examin november, receive my results in january, and if they were good enough i could use them to apply for next year's febuary intake in new zealand/australia.

wow.

there is a god!

that got my hopes up so high i cant measure it. i thought 'this is it! this is what i had to do! yes!!' then just when they finished telling me what i had to do to register and what i was going to do, a call came from 'the boss'. she said i can only take 3 subjects.

i said ok no problem. i took 3 subjects in STPM anyway.
then she said "you cant take bio. you must take physics, chemistry and maths. you took physics in STPM right?"

my whole world crashed on me. the light at the end of the tunnel vanished instantly. i didnt take physics in STPM.

so god didnt like me that much after all.

i went back to college A to ask the same thing. they also told me the same things except that they do not recommend the express course and didnt have it as it was not good for the students. however the option is open if the students insisted. another difference is that a levels in college A is RM2000++ cheaper than college B.

thats it. financially id choose college A due to the cheaper pricing. but oersonally i want to chose college B because i dang well HATE the area college A is in. college B is in a community im familiar and comfortable with, at least.

thats the three. my rant for today is over. as for my plans...

my head hurts when i try to think. so i try not to.

what am i to do?

wait. thats a thinking question. forget it.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

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im very depressed now. cuz i just got my STPM reults today. not that i didnt except it but i suppose im angry with myself for not working harder for a better reult.

what a waste of two years.

this is going to sound like im blaming my fault on everyone else but i wanna say it anyway.

IF I HAVENT TRANSFERRED FROM MY OLD SCHOOL THIS WOULDNT HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay. fustration vented.

list of people im blaming:
my dad: for moving the house and forcing me to transferr from a superior school to a stupid one.
the new school : for having BAD administration
for ruining my mood to study in school
for being so stupid and uptight
for having unnecessary rules

tons of stuff about the new school. you probably think by now that im just a brat but if you arent in my situation you wouldnt know.

okay so maybe im unable to adapt myself. but still!

*sigh*

i still KNOW i'll do better if i did not tranfer schools.

if you wanna know why i condemn the school and which school is it (assuming you live in my country) give me a line.

or else i dont see a reason to bother. this is so far just a rant space for me.
okay. im dont think anyone's reading this cuz i never told anyone about this place although i created this blog around 2 years ago. so to anyone reading this. congrats. you have found yourself into one of the most disoriented blogs in the world.

im not a techie so i dint know how this worked and i gave up after a while. not that i know alot about it now but thats not the point. finally i managed to open this AGAIN after two months of trying to remember my email that i used to open this blog and i FINALLY found it. yeah im one of those ppl that create many emails with different servers n hog all the nice names to myself...

not that i have alot. i only have six at last count. i was forced to open a google mail in order to access this blog. unfortunately someone snagged my usual username and i spent hours thinking of a substitute.

*argh*

anyway i'll see if i can clean up this place a little. learn how to use it. beautify it like how the others look...

fuh...

that'll take a while...