Friday, November 07, 2014

"For God's sake, bring me some of the old!" ~Dr H. Jekyll, Dr Jekyll and Mr.Hyde

I remembered about the drug I used years ago while in my schooling years and how long I have not used it.

So I did.

And apparently it had lost none of its potency, or maybe I have grown unaccustomed to it over the years.

This drug has managed to bring my Hyde back to the surface while the substitute I have been taking struggles to even form Jekyll properly.

For the first time in a long, long while; I can feel myself changing back to who I used to be.

Which is not necessarily a good thing personality wise.

But it is easier going through life when feeling nothing.

Is Hyde here to stay?

Tuesday, November 04, 2014

Cold turkey

I'm not myself anymore.

I need to stop this.

I need to stop my addiction.

I can't handle the withdrawal symptoms.

This will be the death of me.