Hirai Ken 平井堅 - Aika(Elergy) 哀歌(エレジー)



you wouldn't know how estatic i was when i found this song! believe it or not i have been searching for this for the past TWO YEARS ever since i heard it on music station (a japanese music show that airs the week's chart toppers)

Since i was unable to remember the name, only the artist, i had been going through his albums one by one and then i FOUND it!!!

I FINALLY FOUND THE FREAKIN SONG!!! WOW!

okay i know most of you guys dont actually READ japanese so im gonna paste the romanji lyris + english translation below.

Romaji

Shigamitsuita senaka ni sotto tsume wo tatete
Watashi wo kizamikonda motto yume no naka e

Hirahira maichiru hanabira ga hitotsu
Yurayura samayoi yukiba wo nakushita

Sono te de sono te de watashi wo yogoshite
Nando mo nando mo watashi wo kowashite
Asebamu samishisa wo kasaneawase
Mabushikute mienai yami ni ochiteku
Itsuka horobiyuku kono karada naraba
Mushibamaretai anata no ai de

Kono yamai ni namae ga areba raku ni nareru
Hamidasu koto ga kowai douka mure no naka e
Hirahira maichiru hanabira ga hitotsu
Yurayura samayoi anata wo mitsuketa

Kono te de kono te de anata wo yogoshite
Nando mo nando mo anata ni oborete
Senaka awase no fuan to yorokobi
Namiuchinagara watashi wo tsukisasu
Itsuka kiete yuku kono omoi naraba
Ima hikisaite anata no ai de

Sono te de sono te de watashi wo yogoshite
Nando mo nando mo watashi wo kowashite
Asebamu samishisa wo kasaneawase
Mabushikute mienai yami ni ochiteku
Itsuka horobiyuku kono karada naraba
Mushibamaretai anata no ai de
Watashi wo yogoshite sono te de sono te de






English

As I clung to you, you dug your nails into my back
And carved me, taking me deeper into a dream

One of the fluttering, scattering flower petals
Wavers, wanders, it’s lost its place

Dirty me with your hands, with your hands
Break me again and again, again and again
We put our two sweaty lonelinesses together
And fall into a bright, invisible darkness
If my body’s going to die one day
Then I want it to rot from your love

I’d feel better if this sickness had a name
I’m afraid to stick out, I move into the crowd somehow
One of the fluttering, scattering flower petals
Wavers, wanders, I’ve found you

I’ll dirty you with my hands, with my hands
And drown in you again and again, again and again
Our two backs together gives me anxiety and happiness
That comes in waves, penetrating me
If this love’s going to die someday
Tear me apart now with your love

Dirty me with your hands, with your hands
Break me again and again, again and again
We put our two sweaty lonelinesses together
And fall into a bright, invisible darkness
If my body’s going to die one day
Then I want it to rot from your love
With your hands, dirty me, dirty me

now you know why i like this song? the song tune itself is so catching and the lyrics are so meaningful + a bit sadistic... heh.

Ya-HA!!!

i checked the stupid gov's site for results again few days ago and clicked on a link that told me if i wanted to know th estatus of my registration, i have to sms my ic to a certain number. i did so and then:

(translated short version)
your entry has been accepted and is under process. kindly enquire your results starting the third week of june 2008. thank you.

what the hell??!! i paid for the sms too!!! HELLO! if all you wanted to tell was that stupid crap cant you just post if in your goddamn website??!!

oh wait. so THATS their plan. to get all the people who sent in the entries to sms them and they receive the money we paid for the sms....

i should have known....

imagine if a small sum was taken from each of us how much would they get if there were, say 150,000 over people applying??

i cant believe i was SO dumb falling for their stupid money sucking tricks.

as i said the results arent out yet, so its expected. okay. it could then be expected that they acted fast in the ONLY thing they were ever fast in: SUCKING OUR TAXPAYERS MONEY.

and im not even old even to pay tax yet... argh.